First, let me start by wishing everyone a very Happy
Thanksgiving! I hope this finds you all well, happy, healthy, and surrounded by
loved ones!
2013 has been a rough year for me, as many of you know.
While I won’t share too many details about my personal life, after the numerous
emails essentially asking “What the hell happened to you?!” I feel I need to
say something.
I should have known that the cosmos had it out for me when
the year started with a computer crash that virtually wiped everything from my
hard drive. I lost two completed manuscripts, numerous works in progress, and
pages and pages of notes. Then, while all this is going on, the universe
slapped me down further by giving me the plague and excruciating pain while I
was supposed to be on vacation in the Ozark Mountains. I blogged all about it
in Welcome
to Hell, Population: Me back in February.
Now, losing that amount of work was devastating, and I’ll
admit I didn’t handle it well. I did eventually re-write Four-Letter Words, but
it took weeks after that before I felt like writing again. Then in April, the
headaches started, blinding, nausea-inducing headaches that left me curled in
bed for days. If any of you suffer from migraines, you know what I mean. Almost
every day for months, I suffered from these headaches, and on the days I was
blessed to not be in agonizing pain, I was too exhausted to do anything.
After numerous trips to the doctor, medication that didn’t
work, and having my life completely disrupted, I began thinking the real
problem was with my eyes, not my head. A couple of different visits with the
optometrist, 3 different prescriptions, and a whole lot of frustration, I found
an amazing doctor who finally got it right. With my new glasses, the headaches
went away, and things began to get a lot better. By this point, though, it was
already August and almost three-quarters of the year had passed me by.
August and September brought a lot of stress and emotional
upheaval in my personal life. I won’t say more than that, but once again, I
couldn’t focus, which meant no words were being written. I did manage to finish
and submit Speakin’ of
the Devil (which is now available for pre-order) and when October rolled
around, I began working on Raven’s story.
I know I said I would have Raven’s book finished weeks ago,
but unfortunately, that didn’t really work out. A lot of distractions popped up
in October, family things that I couldn’t ignore, but that wasn’t the problem.
I was more than halfway through the story, but I just wasn’t feeling it.
Something was missing. It happens. Every now and then, the
story gets away from me, gets off track, and it’s hard to find that place where
everything went to hell.
In this case, it took a little longer to figure out, but I
eventually realized the problem. My characters weren’t talking to me. They
weren’t telling me their story. I was talking for them, putting words in their
mouth, so to speak, and apparently, they got fed up with that shit, because I
haven’t heard a peep from Raven in weeks. I probably should have anticipated
that he’d be a stubborn, uncooperative little bastard.
So, regrettably, it’s going to be a while longer before
Raven’s book will be available for reader consumption. I apologize to everyone
who will be disappointed by this news, but I promise I’m not abandoning Raven
completely. Or I guess I should say that he
hasn’t abandoned me completely. We’ve
decided to…take a break…see other people as it were. After the holidays, we’ll
reconvene to discuss the future of our relationship, but don’t worry, I can be
very persuasive. *evil grin*
So, in conclusion, I didn’t die, retire, or have a nervous
breakdown. I wasn’t abducted by aliens or a traditional Amish community. What
did happen? Life. Life happened hard. Again, I’m sorry for any disappointment,
but I hope everyone can understand where I’m coming from and be patient with me
for just a bit longer, because I’m still here.
2014 is a new year, with new possibilities, and hopefully, a
lot of new stories. And as a special thank you for the continued support from
my amazing readers, I’m offering a mega holiday giveaway. For more details
on how to enter, please visit the Holiday Giveaway
page on my website.
In honor of my recent movie date night with my oldest son,
I’d like to say good luck and “may the odds be ever in your favor.”
I hope things start working out for you I hope You have an Awesome Thanks giving :)
ReplyDeleteThank you! I have a feeling that 2014 will be fantastic. Karma kind of owes me. *wink*
DeleteWow Brie. I knew it would have had to be something in your personal life that was up and I am so sorry you were in so much pain. I know how that feels and I so hope that you are feeling a helluva lot better now. I love you and your wrtiting and I will be waiting patiently for more whenever you are able to do it.
ReplyDeleteBig hugs to you hun, and know that if I can help you in any way just let me know. :)
PS. Happy Thanksgiving to you and yours.
DeleteThank you, Paula. *hugs* I am feeling much better, and I think I finally have a handle on all the stress. I have a good feeling about the upcoming year. :)
DeleteCould have fooled me. You were always amazingly productive and incredibly helpful and kind to your fellow authors!
ReplyDeleteThank you, Vella. I'm not sure how productive I was, but I do try to be helpful and kind. Although, my husband would probably say differently. He suffers so...bless his heart. *snicker*
DeleteWell hell, don't you hate it when real life just bites you in the ass?!? As a long time reader and fan I will be here for as long as it takes for the guys to start talking to you again. Hope your holidays are happy ones!!!
ReplyDeleteDon't worry all your fans will understand and I will patiently wait for your books :) I hope you feel better and wish you all the happiness! HAPPY THANKSGIVING
ReplyDeleteHappy Thanksgiving! I'll wait patiently until the Raven tells his story. No rush and no pressure from me. I'm glad you're feeling better and I hope 2014 is amazing for you!
ReplyDeleteHappy Thanksgiving to you and your family, Brie. As for the crappy year, we are always here for you. Take this time to relax and enjoy the things and people in your life. We can always be patient.
ReplyDeleteHappy Thanksgiving to you and your family. I am happy that things are better with your health. Take care and enjoy the holidays with your family.
ReplyDeleteAs a chronic sufferer of migraines, I feel your pain. I hope the coming year is oodles better!
ReplyDeleteNo need to apologize. Sometimes life just bitch slaps a person and knocks them off kilter for a while. As long as you are well and your life is getting better for you, that is all that is important. We will wait for your work as it is always well worth it! Huge hugs to you..
ReplyDeleteas a sufferer of migraine i know how horrid the pain can be so no need to apologise as others have said your fans will be content until you are able to write Ravens story it gives us something to look forward too, and as another who has had a crappy year am looking forward to 2014 which can only be better lol
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